What do you do when it all starts to fall apart? At the first sign of damage you grab some tape or used chewing gum and rig something up quickly. You know the temporary fix will only hold for so long. Soon it will be time to make a decision; to repair-or replace… Repair takes tender care and precious time. Repair takes patience. Replace is easy. Scrap the old and go shopping. Something’s you can just toss out and replace at a later date. Sometimes that things has sentimental value and you can’t just scrap it; you have to nurture it back to health like a dove with a broken wing. You need more extensive tools; you must surpass chewing gum and tape and bring out the true first aid kit. If you love something dearly enough you will manage to keep it close by forever. No matter what damages it faces if it’s desperately sentimental; if it is true love: it will be in your possession forever.
Again and again. So sure I broke the cycle; but now I confess to jumping back into the current. I jumped into the stream above the waterfall I just climbed. In control at first but in just a matter of seconds I was swept away in the rapids. Now I have plumaged. I cannot see; I cannot breath; I cannot move. Now what ? I am sinking. Desperate to save my own life. It’s not just about keeping myself alive anymore; it’s who needs me alive.
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A relationship is like a fire; And we are the cave men- So ignorant and venerable. It’s cold in that cave all alone; warmth is a necessity. So we look desperately in the mirror for the tools to creat that spark. But it’s not about having the rocks and the sticks; it’s about obtaining the correct materials to create that roaring fire; that comfortable sense of warmth.
We spend the inhospitable, chilled days rummaging for the best. Assuming we last that long one day we may find that perfect combination of tools and environment that spark could be easily created.
Although that is not where the struggle ends. Is it ever that easy ? That spark has to catch. Which takes obtaining the wealth of kindling wood to make that spark catch. But just because the elements are there doesn’t always make the spark and the wood comparable, that takes trial and error.
That first blissful intoxicating moment of the dancing flame is comforting-the job is done. But is it ? If the flame us neglected upon slumber it shall burn out, it must be fed.
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